Giving up grudges. The end of Christmas break this last year, I was by someone I thought was a very important person in my life. For about four months, I've done nothing but hate her. Maybe not always verbally but in my head for four months I have constantly been telling myself negative things involving her. I've been thinking alot this last week about how unhealthy and unhappy that really does make me. I've decided to forgive. After all, God forgives me every time I ask for forgiveness. The least I could do, in following Christ, is try and forgive this person. It's one person. God forgives TONS.
So tonight, I did it. I contacted my friend. It started out being a very casual conversation, VERY casual. Mostly about school and AP Exams this week. Some how through all of that we both reassured each other of our friendship. We definitely did not just pick up where we left off, but we did let each other know we were both a phone call away.
I'm happy right now.
It took about 4 months... but I feel SO good.
